We're still on page 34 of Ulysses.
Now I remember why I stopped posting on Ulysses for a while. I'd annotated about half that page and then lost all of the changes. Not the end of the world or anything, but school work came in and distracted me.
Ah, well. We're back, aren't we?
History is a nightmare
Here is perhaps the most famous line from the book: "History is a nightmare from which I am trying to awake." But I really like the whole section:
"—History, Stephen said, is a nightmare from which
I am trying to awake.
"From the playfield the boys raised a shout. A whirring
whistle: Goal. What if that nightmare gave you a back
kick?
"—The ways of the Creator are not our ways, Mr Deasy
said. All human history moves towards one great goal,
the manifestation of God.
"Stephen jerked his thumb towards the window, saying:
"—That is God.
"Hooray! Ay! Whrrwhee!
"—What? Mr Deasy asked.
"—A shout in the street, Stephen answered, shrugging
his shoulders."
After a full morning of listening to Brits bloviate about the inevitability of history, Stephen finally finds his retort.
I've been meaning to take a closer look at these contrasting perspectives on history: history as a straight line toward progress, and history as a cycle of recurring themes. But it became too intimidating, and I wasn't in the mood to spend time with Hegel, so we'll just pass on by, appreciate this passage, and move on.
This Is God?
That "history is a nightmare" line gets all of the attention, but the lines following it made me really like Stephen. Maybe for the first time.
Deasey talks about history inevitably leading to the manifestation of god, and Stephen comes back with the observation is, "That is God," referring to the sound of children playing outside and "a shout in the street."
Heck, it's almost a Zen-like response. If you were to say "That is God" in a normal conversation, there probably would be a moment of stunned silence before the other person would think to ask, "what is God?"
The answer would be everything that happened after you'd finished talking and before the other person started talking. Every sound, Every sensation. Every thought. It would all be God--everything and nothing.
Yeah, Stephen gets respect from me for that bit of snark.
History's March Forward
A few weeks ago, my brother reminded me of this appropriate quote from President Obama:
"In retrospect, America's march forward seems inevitable. But time and time again, it's only made possible by generations that are willing to work and sacrifice and invest in plans to make tomorrow better than today. That's the vision we can't afford to lose sight of. That's the challenge that's fallen to this generation. And that's the challenge we meet."